CHRISTMAS 2012 / WILMA WILLIAMS (MOTHER)
To my Sherita...this is Christmas Eve 2012 and I still tear up to talk to you, I hope while looking over us you enjoy the way Dad and I decorated your gravesite...My heart still aches for you, I so want you to be here with us. As I write this I tear up because you loved Christmas so much. I'm trying to keep it together for the sake of the rest of the family, but some days I just want to be with you. So until I get to see your gorgeous face and see your beautiful smile again...Remember I will always love you from all my heart...I LOVE YOU, I MISS YOU AND I WISH YOU WERE HERE...LOVE MOMY OXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXO Close
Started a NJ Non-profit! / Pinky (Bestfriend)Read >>
Started a NJ Non-profit! / Pinky (Bestfriend)
Hey Rita yup I am still on my quest to save the world...got my lil sidekick Loren with me this time! I cant write too much today, but I wanted to let you know as usual you are loved and missed. I will be dedicating my service to you just as I did back in 05,06,07! Christmas is next week and I wonder what crazy presents you would be asking for..... lol. Love you so so much! Close
Thinking Of You Tonight / Ashley Doyle-Mendez (Best-Friend)Read >>
Thinking Of You Tonight / Ashley Doyle-Mendez (Best-Friend)
Hi Sweetheart, wish you were here.. Miss you so much & I love you!!!!! Xoxoxo Close
11/28/12/ PINKY (Bestfriend)
I promised myself I wouldn't cry this year- at least not at work, but of course that didnt hold up. The best part about waking up on the 28th is knowing that the sun will be shining. It always does after all these years, and I know it is you. Ikeem's neice Lydia stayed over with Loren and I last wknd. You never got a chance to meet either of them, but I know they would have Loved you. I plan to visit Arielle and the new baby really soon too. We just all miss you so much. It breaks my heart.
I can only speak for myself and say that I am a mental mess without you. May appear to have it together. Thank God for all his blessings and strength because if it weren't for HIM, I would be a worthless wreck, lol! So I have succeeded in Living for the both of us as promised years ago. You would be smiling ear to ear- I hope you are as you watch from above. I will continue to make you proud and honor your memory. I lost you at 16 a week before my birthday and it is just still hard to grasp. My 17th birthday was spent attending your funeral and now next week, I will be 26. Time is flying by Best Friend but I will never forget you.
Happy Birthday!!! / WILMA WILLIAMS (MOTHER)
Rita, I could not write you on your Birthday. Turning "25" was very hard this year. I know you would have Celebrated. I want you to know I miss you so much, you are my sunshine, the sunshine of my life. My life will never be the same. I pass your room everyday, several times and think of you. You were a blessing to us all. I hope you are enjoying Heaven because you were surely a child of God. I love you with all of my heart. My heart is not the same since you left. I can't believe it's been 9 years. Oh what I would do to have one more day with you, just for you to kiss me on my cheek as you so often did when we would pass each other in the hallway. I love you, I miss you and can't wait until I can see that beautiful smile again. Happy Birthday up in heaven my dear child. Your Loving mother. xoxoxoxoxoxoxo Close
Dearest Sherita, on this, your 25th birthday, please know that we all love you and miss you dearly. I think of you so often and have so many memories. Rest in peace, my dear and know that you are an Angel of God. May your love flow through your Mom and Dad today, your sister and brother, and all the friends and family who cherish your memory.
Happy Birthday Sunshine <3 / Ashlei B. (close friend )
You still hold a very special place in my heart, as will you always. Today is your birthday, and every year, i take time out to light a candle in your memory, and take time to remember you and what a special person you were.
You would have been 25 today. Thats 5 away from the big 3-0!!
Im almost 28 now, time flies.. I will never forget you, or the special friendship that we shared or the kindness you always showed me. I know you are smiling down on us today, and know that we are smiling up at you, always. <3
I will be 26 this year... WOW. Losing you at 16 now seems so long ago, but our friendship has never lost its rightful place in my heart. I never let anyone take your place and I miss you more everyday. I really hope that I've made you proud thus far...have and will continue to live for the both of us. Give my Dad a kiss from me. This month we celebrated his birthday and father's Day for the first time without him. I knew it would be tough, but the pain was almost unbearable. Love you Rita! Even in spirit, you've been there for me more than anyone could. <3 Forever and a day <3
You looked at me and saw what I never could see You made me be more than I thought I could ever be And when I needed a friend you were always there to lift me up to make me strong
Youre not gone youre
still here With me all the time You're still here When I close my eyes I still see you I still feel you And we'll never be apart You're still here Still here in my heart In my heart
It's because of you I knew how it felt to be loved, Oh You made me feel beautiful cause you believed I was And I will never forget how you touched my life You made me feel like I belonged You'll live on
You're still here With me all the time You're still here When I close my eyes I still see you I still feel you And we'll never be apart You're still here Still here in my heart Oh You're my life You'll be in my life You'll be part of me I'll just think of you and you'll be
Still here With me all the time, Oh Lord Still here When I close my eyes I feel you And we'll never never be apart You're still here Still here in my heart In my heart
Thank you so much for your kind words. It has truly touched my heart. I am assuming you have a loved one with a page as well, and am sure he/she was a lovely person. Sorry for your loss as well. I hope you have found the strength and faith to move on. Sherita was the only one I trusted, so it is so hard knowing I will never have her shoulder to lean out, but I find much comfort on this site. I appreciate you taking time to read my entries. Take care and God Bless.
You loved the hot weather.... / PINKY (BEST FRIEND )Read >>
You loved the hot weather.... / PINKY (BEST FRIEND )
You would have been wearing some short shorts this week lol. I really really miss our summers (Us in general). I have never been a fan of hot weather, but we were always out doing something fun. Everything makes me think of you... makes me miss you. I have dreams about my Dad every night which was very unexpected because you rarely visited me in my dreams. I wish you would sometimes. I know you made sure my Dad got a warm welcome. He loved you so much. Wellllll before I start to cry even harder than I already am, let me go :-). My fav song for my two Angels is Jennifer Hudson- Still Here. I know you guys are still here... thank you for never leaving my side. Close
missing you / DeLayna Thomas (Cousin)
Crazy how I still cant believe your gone... I miss you more and more as the days go by... Just sitting here thinking about how muxh I wish you was here.. How I wish you could see how bad your little cousins are... I miss you sooo much I love you rita kkeep us all strong Close
Pinky I admire you. / PHilip MIzell (Contributor)Read >>
Pinky I admire you. / PHilip MIzell (Contributor)
I read your letters to Sherita, Pinky. You were/are truly a best friend. I agree, time does not heal the loss of a loved one, ever. I wish you strength Pinky and enjoyed your words to your friend. God Bless you and you are a loving soul. Sherita is blessed to have you as her earthly contact....philip Close
Sorry for your loss. / PHilip MIzell (none)Read >>
Sorry for your loss. / PHilip MIzell (none)
I completely stumbled upon this site and was saddened by your loss. I hope Rita's friends and family heals from the loss of their loved one. I'm sure Rita smiles down upon you. Cheers to life everlasting Rita.
Missing You / WILMA WILLIAMS (MOM)
Seems so long since you left, yet my heart still yearns for you. I know I will see you again, but I miss your voice, your hair smell, they way you always smelled good. My heart is still very broken and you will never, never be forgotten as long as I have these sweet memories of you, Rest In Peace my baby, til we meet again. I love you and miss you too much..Mommy....xoxoxoxoxoxoxox
Rita/ Porsch (Friend)
Hey Rita I'm just sitting here thinking about you. I miss you. I know you and GOD is watching over me though. I rode by your memorial spot where we use to march for you and I was shaking so bad. I still havent found the healing I need from losing a friend so young. I pray every night for the strength to make it through another day. Thank you GOD for sending your angel to watch over me. Love u Rita still not forgotten. Close
Alone again / Pinky (Best Friend )
Rita I am completely losing it this morning.... The day barely started OO Lord I can't stop crying. Please.... Tomorrow you would have been 24.. Last year I was so happy because I finally had Ikeem back and we spent your whole bday together and at your house with the fam. I still have the pics he and I took at your gravesite. Why??????!!!! I am hurting so badly. I need him... I need YOU. Please.... I love you Aunt Wilma so much <3 Close
I've been so sick Rita and I thank God that I feel a little better today. Unfortunately my mind is all over the place with your birthday this weekend my daddy in Hospice Keeme even sad events in general are on my mind today. 9/11 for example I remember coming home early and we had no idea how serious the situation was. I still cry thinking about those victims and I was listening to some youtube audio thinking what if we could have heard you that horrible night you left us.... I dont think I would have wanted to. I don't know why I am sitting here trying to make myself all sad watching these depressing videos lol. You know I always had a weak heart. Another random entry from me.... lol ok. I love you so much! I know you see how much I cry out to you... Time hasn't healed a thing. Keep me strong Best Friend <3.
Missing You / WILMA WILLIAMS (MOTHER)
Hey Love Missing you as always you will be that one thing that will be missing out of my life forever you should be here (tears)....the case is over but that didn't bring you back such a waste the way he killed you for sex....you were not that kind of girl....wish you were here my heart still aches. LOVE YOU MOLLY LOVE MOMMY FOREVER AND FOREVER.....You see dad and i are still visiting your grave dad likes to clean it off why not you were such a clean person... Close